winters in nyc sound so nice

ok, there is a movie coming out called Before Sunset. the prequel that came out a few years ago is called Before Sunrise. two peeps met in the first movie, 9 years go by without seeing each other, then the second movie they run into each other again, and basically chat it up about what could have been. this my friends, is the story of my life, so i can't wait to see it. i mean, think of the all the different roads i've taken (all of us for that matter). there are infinite possibilities that could be my life right now. the reason i bring all this back up again is because of matt's diary. when i read it, its almost like i'm there and doing it all with him. granted, it was more like "he was a big bro that i idolized, and i was just the little bro falling him around," but what if he and i had gotten closer? ya know, maybe after patti, i just dump it all and head to ny with him? however, then i would wonder about the future and where i was going in life, and i'd probably be writing these exact words in some pad in ny. but you never know. sucks that we don't know if we've made the right decisions or not. you figure, if i had gone, jessie would be sitting at home not doing homework tomorrow, mike would be sitting at home working and not doing homework, and lyndsie would be sleeping until she works (like homework is even an option for that girl). i don't know, i'm just yacking away. no matter what road is taken, things i'm sure will turn out. but at times, some roads seem better than others. as forever and always, oh well. by the way, i'm a retard. guess i didn't get the memo on the lynds. her bro already got married this last weekend. umm, yeah, not really sure why she is going to vegas this coming. maybe reception? hell i don't know. didn't want to say anything cuz i'd look like a total retard in front of her. okay, everyone who can download music, (which should be everyone this day and age) and who isn't scared of the RIAA nazis, needs to download The Starting Line - Classic Jazz. i believe there is only a live version out there, so get it and please, rock out as hard as you can! tomorrow, lets dance, put on your dancing shoes and dance the blues people!!!